Saturday 31 October 2015

Happy Halloween!

Today would have been Rasputin's birthday.  So Halloween's not going to be the same for a while.  I decided to do some baking and I've made some Devil's Blood Cupcakes.  Red Velvet swirled with Devil's Food Cake.  I then iced them using red coloured buttercream flavoured with rose water.
 I decorated them with orange flavoured bat candies...
 Blackcurrant flavoured bat candies...
 and my favourite Halloween sprinkles.
Very yummy!
I hope you all have a happy Halloween!
x Kym x

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Saturday 16 May 2015

Life & Death

On Monday I lost the most wonderful rabbit I've ever had.  He was a lilac Lionhead cross, his name was Rasputin and he was the gentlest, sweetest, funniest animal you could ever hope to meet.  He loved to watch crime shows (CSI Vegas was his favourite), eat crunchy carrot bakes and terrorise our cats by barking and growling at them like a dog and occasionally flipped them over his back when he was younger.  He loved to read the paper that lined his house while eating his muesli and always demanded to see the identification and paperwork of any workmen that came to the door.  Although he had a good long life (nearly 13 years old!) I will miss him so very much.

Rasputin
 He was brought home on Thursday in his own special urn* which has his name engraved.  He now lives on the window ledge where he can keep one eye the world and one on the TV like he always did - plus he still manages to constantly annoy the cats!



oOo

Today however, is my Mom's birthday, and as neither of us really felt up to going out to celebrate like we were planning, I made her some blueberry pancakes for breakfast and some blueberry muffins (her favourite) later on.
Birthdayberry Muffins
I was a bit lazy and used the box mix I'd used for the pancakes, however I did add some extras - packed brown sugar, nutmeg, vanilla and almond extract - to make them super yummy!   After I spooned the mixture into the muffin cases, I sprinkled some demerara sugar, and pinches of cinnamon and nutmeg on top of each one before putting them in the oven.  As you can see, this gave them a gorgeous sweet crusty top, while leaving the insides nice and fluffy.


So this week has basically been a blur of death and birth for me.  At least I know I'm not back in that death spiral, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to make the pancakes or muffins.

*'Putin's cremation and urn was all taken care of by the wonderful people at Green Pastures Pet Crematorium.  For an extra fee, they came and picked up his body and they also donate any extra money they get to the PDSA.  So if you live in the Staffordshire area and have need of their services, I highly recommend them. :)

Wednesday 26 November 2014

Frozen or Where Have You Been?

I meant to post this last Tuesday, however I've been busy with my other blogs and Christmas preparedness - which is weird in and of itself as my Mom and I rarely make a fuss of it, leading to some really fun and relaxing holiday seasons!  This month Mom has been on a roll winning competitions (nothing she considers big, like a car or a holiday or money - in fact we've probably had to spend more money just so we could enjoy them!) and recently won over £60 worth of makeup from Boots from raffle ticket she bought for £1!  Last Monday however, we got to go to London, as she'd won tickets to attend the Frozen Sing-a-long at the Royal Albert Hall.

Here we are, minutes before the show started.

Friday 31 October 2014

Happy Halloween!

I've been baking again!
I can't help going all out on Halloween, even though we don't get any trick or treaters living in a flat.  But that doesn't mean I can't share them with you!
First I have Pumpkin Cookie Cakes.

Pumpkin flavour and spiced soft-baked cookies, with white chocolate chunks, chopped pecans and candy bats.

Next Devil's Cupcakes...

Devil's Food Cupcakes with coloured buttercream icing and sprinkles.



Happy Halloween!

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Thursday 2 October 2014

Depression at Dusk

I took this photo a couple of hours ago out of my bedroom window.  I'm starting some new medication tomorrow, so here's to starting over and leaving the dark clouds behind.





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Saturday 27 September 2014

In The Shadows - Chapter 6



Revenge & Regrets


David awoke about an hour before sunset, hanging from the bar, nestled amongst his pack brothers. He’d joined them shortly after his kiss with Star. His ambiguity over his true feelings, wouldn’t allow him to stay with her and he’d left her to sleep alone - somewhat confused, in his room. As his eyes quickly adjusted to the murky light, he could make out her sleeping form below him, curled up against a rock, wrapped in a thick blanket. He sighed quietly to himself. She very rarely joined them in the sleeping chamber, unless she was afraid. He scanned her mind to find out what was wrong and on the surface he discovered a tangled mess of guilt and worry over the last time she’d left her boys alone during their most vulnerable time.
It’s all well and good having Bluebell as a guard dog, but she’s not pack. She’s not family. She belongs to her…
David was about to tune out, when there was a flash and Star’s mind began skipping over random words and feelings like water in a rocky stream.
Sharp blades. Burning. Fire like ice. Suffering, torment.
The flow of water began to pick up speed and mass until it became a raging river complete with rapids of emotions threatening to drown him with empathy.
Drowning, gurgling. Searing agony. Itching. Got to get it out.
The feelings and visions started to get more intense, each one snapping at his consciousness with its razor-sharp bite. Every time he tried to release himself from her mind, he’d catch a glimpse of Edgar or Alan laughing hysterically at him. He slammed the connection shut and hung precariously from the bar, breathing raggedly as he tried to make sense of what had just happened.
As he watched Star’s body twitch below him, he realised he’d just received a glimpse into what she’d had to suffer during her time at the Emersons. He understood now why she was so eager to stay as close to him as possible. After being alone for so long with nothing but those horrific memories to keep her company, he didn’t blame her for wanting to be somewhere she felt safe. Even if that meant staying close to someone she wasn’t entirely sure trusted her.
David didn’t know if he could reassure her of that doubt either. The only thing he was willing to admit to was that she was his and he was determined that he would never let anything like that happen to her again. Whether he loved her or not was irrelevant. She was family and you didn’t turn your back on family.
He dropped down from the bar, being careful not to land on top of her. He sat down and waited for his clawed feet to morph so he could put his boots on. As he was putting on his right boot, Star began to shift next to him, whimpering slightly. Her hands were balled up tightly into fists, proof that she was still fighting her inner demons even while she was asleep. He looked over at her, sympathetically and cradled her gently in his arms. He didn’t want her to have to fight anymore.
Star? Wake up…” She slowly opened her eyes and looked up at him.
David?” She shrugged out of his arms and sat upright, wrapping the blanket tight around her body. “What are you doing?”
I think it’s about time I taught you how to focus on your own hunger.”
Now? Don’t we have to go and see Eleanor tonight?”
Not until later. We’ve got enough time for me to teach you the basics. Besides, it will be easier for you to do before you’ve actually fed.”
Okay, so what do I do?”
Close your eyes.” Star frowned at him. “Trust me, just close your eyes. I’m right here.” She slowly closed her eyes, waiting for David’s deep voice to enter her mind and tell her what to do next.
Imagine the sound of a heart beating. Pumping blood around a body. Got that?”
Yeah.”
Now imagine yourself at the centre of the heart, controlling its every movement.” Star’s eyes suddenly snapped open and she turned to give David a look of incredulity.
Are you fucking with me?”
No. Now concentrate.” She exhaled sharply and began again.
Are you in the heart?”
Yes.” She sighed, cynically.
In front of you there should be several stop valves. These control the flow to the arteries and veins around you. Now imagine them filling, blood flowing through each one.” While he was speaking, he noticed that her fists were clenched and she was shaking. “Turn off each valve until only the middle one remains on.”
She did as he asked, starting with the ones on the end and working her way towards the middle. Eventually the flow to the arteries and veins ebbed until they became just a trickle. Star felt her hunger diminish with each valve that she turned off. Finally she only had one more to go, but try as she might, she couldn’t get it to turn.
Star, what’s wrong?” David asked, noticing her distress.
The last valve is stuck. It won’t turn.”
Just relax and try again.” She tried once more and eventually the valve began to give a little. She increased her grip on it and to her horror, it came off in her hand and the blood continued gushing out through the artery.
Uh-oh.”
What?”
Erm, the valve came off in my hand.”
Well put it back on.”
I’m trying, it won’t fit back on!”
Well it was on there before, so it must fit somehow!”
Star placed the handwheel over the exposed stem and slammed her hand on top of it, forcing it back into place. She carefully turned it until she could turn it no more. The flow to its artery hadn’t stopped completely, though.
All done?” David asked.
Yeah. Can I open my eyes now?”
Sure. How do you feel?”
Better, I guess.”
We’ll try it again tomorrow night and the next and so on until it becomes second nature and you don’t even have to use the visualisation. Until that time, if you ever have an uncontrollable craving, you can do what you just did.” David felt a pull on his consciousness and cursed as Ellie slipped inside.
Ellie: David? David! Are you awake?
David: Barely. What’s wrong?
Ellie: All of you need to come to the warehouse as soon as you can. Make sure you bring Bluebell.
Looks like we’re not getting a lie-in.” David sighed. “Boys! Wake up!”
Above them, the boys’ hanging forms started to shuffle. Marko was the first to wake, rubbing his eyes with both hands. Dwayne followed, blinking a couple of times before frowning at David and Star below him.
What’s up?”
We’ve been summoned.” David said, tiredly. “Come on, the sooner we go, the sooner we can get out of there.”
Paul dropped from the bar in front of Star and scratched his head before patting his stomach.
Does anyone else have a bad case of the munchies?”
oOo
When the pack arrived at Ellie’s warehouse, they were greeted with a flurry of activity. Many of her vampires were fortifying newly built barriers outside, while the ones inside were working on reinforcing all the points of entry. Bluebell’s face immediately filled with concern.
Something really bad must have happened.”
Aren’t they just preparing for the gathering?” Marko asked.
Highly doubtful. Didn’t you see all the lookouts on our way over here?” Dwayne remarked. “They were posted all throughout the district.”
Ellie appeared on the balcony before them and beckoned them upstairs. When they got to her office she looked incredibly tired and was still wearing the same clothes she’d had on the night before. When her guests declined the refreshments she offered, she collapsed in the chair behind her desk and rested her weary head in her hand.
El, what’s wrong?” Bluebell asked, moving behind the desk to kneel at her side.
It’s Julian…”
What happened? Is he okay?”
No, dear. He isn’t.” Ellie sighed, her voice awash with emotion.
Who’s Julian?” David asked.
My doorman. You met him yesterday.”
Tall guy? In desperate need of manners? Yeah, I met him. What about him?”
He was found in the early hours this morning, tied up underneath the Pier. He’d been brutally tortured and his fangs had been forcibly removed. I suspect he’s also been injected with that damnable serum as his wounds have refused to heal even after feeding him my blood.” Eleanor noticed her wolf and Star exchanging worried glances.
This news doesn’t seem to shock you, as much as I would have thought, Bluebell.” Bluebell looked at Star once again.
Star came across the Frog hunters torturing a vampire last night.”
Is this true?” Ellie asked Star, who nodded.
They were interrogating him about something, I’m not sure what about, though. I couldn’t make out what they were saying over his screams.”
I do. They’re looking for—” Just then a knock came at the door and a stocky, dark-haired man entered the room.
Sorry to disturb you, ma’am, but your other guests have started to arrive.”
Thank you, Jonathan.” Ellie turned back to the boys. “We’ll have to continue this later. I have invited a representative from each group of the supernatural community to the gathering. I will be speaking on behalf of vampires.”
Why you?”
Because, David, with Max gone I am the eldest vampire in this town. So I will speak for us.”
You don’t speak for me or my pack and I’m sure there are other packs out there who would say the same.”
I’m sure there are, David. It doesn’t change anything. Things are swiftly getting out of hand and something needs to be done about it. We haven’t time to debate who has the biggest fangs, nor play ‘my sire can beat up yours.’ I will be speaking for us and there is nothing else left to say about it!” Eleanor closed her eyes, which had turned black during the heated exchange, and exhaled slowly. When she opened them again, they had returned to their usual pale green shade.
Just be thankful I am allowing you to attend this gathering at all.” She said through gritted teeth.
They followed Ellie to the floor below where the warehouse space had been transformed into a meeting hall, with chairs lined up in front of a podium. Some seats were already occupied, however Ellie directed the boys, Star and Bluebell to a line of chairs behind it. Ellie took her place and asked everyone to take a seat. The audience consisted of a myriad of different species, who would rarely be seen together, if at all. Various weres, demons, witches, ghouls, banshees, sprites and even a few spirit forms among others.
Good evening.” Ellie began. “I have called you all here tonight, to discuss a very real danger that poses a threat to us all. A ruthless family of hunters that threaten our way of life. The family Frog.” The crowd seemed to stiffen at the mention of the name.
They seem to have forgotten or chosen to ignore that this town belongs to us. There are so few these days that allow us to be who and what we are. If we wish for Santa Carla to remain in our hands and under our influence, we must act quickly to rid ourselves of these pests.”
I don’t see how this is any of our concern.” Said the representative of the witches, standing up. Her raven hair with streaks of grey running through it, flowed straight down to her hips and she observed the room with beady black eyes.
It’s our concern if they chase away all the tourists we feed on, witch.” Said the demon representative.
That’s your problem. Not everything here needs to live off humans to survive.” The witch retorted.
Not true.” Said Ellie. “You need humans just as much as we do. Who will you sell your wares to if there are no tourists? How will you make your living? And most importantly for you, Aida, if all the humans we depend on to survive are no longer available, what or who do you think we will use as an alternate source of food?” Ellie smiled and the demon grinned wickedly at the witch known as Aida, who glowered before quickly sitting down again.
Some of us already do.” Said a banshee on the other side of the room, innocently, twirling her long silver hair around a bony finger.
Bitch…” Aida muttered.
Come now, I did not call you here so we could fight amongst ourselves. Let us leave such childish behaviour for a less dangerous time. Say, when there is not an enemy that threatens us all. There is hardly a faction here tonight that has not been under attack from them. The point is, what do we plan to do about it?”
How about what we do with every other hunter that’s been stupid enough to come here?” Said a ghoul.
Because they aren’t like ‘every other hunter.’ They are not just trying to make a name for themselves, Telemuus. They have a mission, they believe in what they are doing and will stop at nothing to see that it is done. Recent attacks also confirm that they are looking for something to help them achieve this.”
What are they looking for?” Asked one of the weres.
They’re looking for the Shuvani Gypsies as they believe they possess a weapon capable of ridding Santa Carla of the taint from demon-kind.”
That’s ridiculous…” Said a small voice behind her. Ellie turned to see Star shifting uncomfortably in her seat as all eyes fell on her. “I-I mean, I’m a…or at least I was Shuvani and we…they possess no such thing. They have defences against us sure, but they don’t actively hunt us down.”
You know these Gypsies, then?”
Well, yeah. I was brought up by them. I know their ways, their lore—”
“—Could you get a message to them?”
No, I was cast out when I became a vampire.”
But you still have ties to them? Blood ties. You could find them.”
I-I guess…”
Out of the question.”
I don’t remember asking you anything, David.”
She’s not going back to them and that’s final.”
This isn’t your decision, David.”
The last time she went there, they tried to ‘purify’ her and her father plunged a sword through her chest. She’s not ready for this, Ellie. She’s still healing after months of torture at the hands of those Frogs and being on the run from them. She’s NOT going!”
Don’t I even get a say in this?” Star interrupted.
Of course you do, my dear.” Ellie soothed, shooting David a dirty look.
So just…let me get my head around this. You’re asking me to go back to the family that I abandoned, who when I went back to explain my actions, tried to kill me - in an attempt to prevent the Frogs from getting their hands on something that I’m pretty sure doesn’t even exist?” Ellie knelt down in front of her, took Star’s hands in her own and spoke softly.
I can facilitate your revenge against those who hurt you and your family.” Star scoffed.
I’m not David. Revenge is not something I’m interested in. It serves no purpose.”
Then tell me what you do want?” Star looked at each of the boys in turn, smiling, until her eyes finally rested on David, the smile fading. She turned back to face Ellie.
I just want my family safe…so I’ll do it.”

oOo

Ellie, I want to talk to you.” David said as he barged into her office after the meeting had finished. “I don’t want you using Star like this. Max tried the exact same thing and look where it got him.”
I understand you wanting to protect her David. God help me, I even think that it’s sickeningly sweet. Nevertheless I do not appreciate being compared to Max.”
Deal with it, because if you do this, you’ll be making the same mistake that killed him.”
Dating a woman with children?”
No, messing with me and my pack!” He said, before storming out and slamming the door behind him.

If you’re serious about doing this, then I don’t think you should go alone. Especially not after what happened last time.” Dwayne said to Star. They were waiting outside the room where they were keeping the injured vampire, Julian, as Bluebell had wanted to see him before they left.
Yeah, one of us should go with you.” Agreed Marko.
I think it should be you.” Star said to him.
Me? Why?”
You know the culture. I know we belonged to different families, but you were Gypsy too, once.”
Yeah, a long time ago.”
Marko, your the only other person who could find what it is we might be looking for. Also, maybe the Shuvani wouldn’t be as threatened if they catch us and sense you were once Gypsy too.”
Oh great! So you’re already planning on them catching you.”
No, I just like to be prepared for every eventuality.” A door banged open down the hallway, and David strolled towards them dragging heavily on his cigarette.
Stubborn little bitch.” He muttered as he approached them.
You’d better not be talking about me.”
No, Ellie.”
Good, because I’m still going, but if it will make you feel any better, I’m taking Marko with me for protection.”
No.”
David, you can’t stop me.”
I get that, but Marko’s not going with you. I am.”
What?”
I don’t think this is a good idea and I don’t like it and I think all that shit they injected into your system is poisoning you inside. But if I can’t stop you from making a huge mistake, then I’m at least going to go with you to make sure it doesn’t get any worse.”
Do you have any idea how condescending that just sounded? I am fine, David. I wouldn’t be doing this if I didn’t think I could. I’m ready.”
I don’t think you are and I’m going to keep you safe any way I can, even if that means protecting you from yourself.”
I don’t need a babysitter, David. This has nothing to do with you wanting to protect me, does it? You still don’t trust me. What? You think this is all some elaborate plot to make sure the job gets done this time? You have no idea of the hell I’ve been through since you’ve been gone! My entire world was turned upside down just because you didn’t trust me enough to tell me about Max. Well, you know what? Maybe I can’t trust you after all.” Star turned on her heel, fury striking every step as she walked away.
What?” David snapped, when the boys continued to stare at him.
Aren’t you gonna go after her?” Paul asked.
Go after someone that doesn’t trust me after all I’ve done for her? No.”
You’re a fucking idiot…” Marko muttered.
What was that?!” David roared, however Marko was already walking away.
You heard…” He called behind him.

oOo

Star arrived at the Gypsy camp a little less sure of herself than she had been when she had set out to find it. They’d moved from the campsite near the beach, which is where they had resided the last time Star had encountered them and now camped much further from the town. She walked the perimeter, on the lookout for any wards. Sensing none, she moved into the camp itself, cautiously.
This is ridiculous!
She thought to herself. All the stories and folklore her people had shared and she’d never once heard about any weapon to rid them of demon-kind. Shuvani believed that all species served a purpose, demons especially, as they believed, among other things, that they inspired man to be better. So to go around destroying them wasn’t exactly a useful goal.
Star began to wonder how her family were and how they had coped with learning their daughter had become one of these demons they feared. She doubted they would even recognise her anymore, particularly since she hardly recognised herself these days. She was ashamed to admit that she hadn’t thought about them once since Marko had brought her the possessions they had tossed out.
This would be so much easier if I could just talk to an Elder. She thought.
Elders doors were always open to anyone who sought knowledge, however that privilege was not extended to demons. Just because Shuvani believed they served a purpose, did not mean that they were stupid enough to let them go wandering around amongst them.
As Star moved deeper into the camp, she could hear chanting and noticed a crowd gathered around a bonfire. She shuddered, thinking about when they had tried to throw her into a bonfire to ‘cleanse’ her soul of the demon. She edged closer, keeping to the shadows as much as possible. The ritual they were performing was unfamiliar to Star and she wanted to see the runes or symbols they were using to see if she could work out what it was they were doing.
Just then, an Elder approached the fire with her hands to the sky. Star watched curiously as she reached down, took an athame in her left hand and sliced into her wrist, anointing herself with her blood that fell. She then held her wrist over a chalice and allowed it to fill with her blood. Once full, the Elder threw the contents into the fire, turning the smoke a rich magenta. Star was utterly perplexed, as she’d never known her people to use a blood ritual, something that was usually reserved only for the witches in town. She was left little time to ponder as the blood hit all of her senses at once and she felt at war with herself once more.
She was running before she had even thought to do so, and the crowd gathered around the bonfire were now scattered around the camp, fleeing for their lives. As she tore into throats, Star desperately tried to remember the lesson that David had given her.
She didn’t have to imagine the beat of a heart as there was an orchestra of them all around her. She pictured herself inside the heart, stop valves in front of her. They were all gushing, full blast. However instead of flowing through the arteries and veins around her, the blood seemed to be pooling at her feet. Star rushed to turn off each valve, with the blood rising rapidly around her knees. It seemed to be taking forever to turn off a single valve and her arms were beginning to ache.
Two to go and the level had reached her neck and it was becoming more difficult to reach the valves. The blood wasn’t rising as quickly as it had, however as the arteries and veins it would normally exit through seemed to be blocked, it continued to rise at a steady pace. Before long, Star was trapped in the heart, trapped by the deluge. She could no longer reach the valves and the blood flow was now drowning her. There was no escape and her mind went into full-scale panic. Inside the heart, she was fully capable of drowning and losing herself completely to her feral mind. Just as she began losing consciousness, there was a muffled gurgling sound and the blood level started to fall. Star gasped for air and coughed up the blood that had entered her lungs.
She came to, out of her catatonic state and observed her surroundings. The camp seemed empty until a gurgling noise brought her attention to the form in front of her. It was David. His throat had been torn out and his shirt had been shredded open, exposing three long slashes across his chest. Star brought her hands to her mouth and let out a strangled cry when she saw they were covered in blood. David’s blood.
David?! Oh my God, what have I done?”


A/N: Eek! Really don't know how that happened....

Friday 19 September 2014

In The Shadows - Chapter 5

Disclaimer: I own absolutely nothing! Zip, nada. I don't think I even own the thoughts in my head. The Lost Boys belong to WB, no matter how much I may wish otherwise. I am making NO profit from this story whatsoever, unless you count the happiness I get every time someone reads it.
I also don't own the song Dragon, that features in the chapter – that honour belongs to the Goddess – Tori Amos.


The Vampire, The Widow and the Succubus


“I thought Max was your sire?” Paul asked, confused.
“He wishes.” Ellie scoffed.
“No, Max sort of…adopted me.” David frowned as he searched for the right words.
“I was one of Max’s protegees, until we had a disagreement about the way I do things. In fact, if memory serves, David was the cause of that particular falling out. Max just couldn’t stand that I had got there first.” Eleanor smiled as she lovingly caressed David’s cheek. David closed his eyes and shivered at her touch, making Star stiffen with jealousy.
“He banished me and took David for his own to punish me. However, Max couldn’t very well erase my presence from within him. My blood flows permanently through his veins and I watched with great pride every time David thwarted Max’s attempts to keep him under his rule.” David shot Ellie a look, however she’d turned to Star with a look of pure delight on her face. “You, my dear, were the most remarkable triumph.”
Star’s eyes flickered between Eleanor and David, curiously, looking for some indication that her current state was not the result of some kind of plot conjured between the pair to get rid of Max. David was staring at the floor, with a peculiar expression, one she had never seen before. He looked as though he’d just been clipped round the ear and forced to apologise to the neighbours for breaking their windows. It was odd to see such a look on his face, although she wondered if it had more to do with being in Eleanor’s presence than anything else.
“Eleanor Johnson. Johnson…” Star repeated, trying to figure something out in her head. Suddenly it came to her. “The Widow Johnson? You’re the one who turned Frank Emerson?”
“Guilty.”
“But…sorry, I just…always kind of pictured you as some old biddy. Oh, no offence.” Ellie snorted.
“None taken, I think…”
“Did Max kill your husband or something?” Marko asked.
“No. Widow is more of an…appellation than a description of my marital status. Let’s just say I have…particular tastes when it comes to selecting my victims and the way in which I feed on them.”
“Dude, she’s a fucking black widow!” Paul nudged Dwayne, his eyes going wide and Ellie smiled, then winked at them.
“It can’t really be helped. You see, my mother was a succubus who made the mistake of trying to lure a vampire.”
“Max?” Star queried and Ellie nodded.
“He killed her and rather than be condemned to that life I asked him to turn me.”
“You wanted to be a vampire instead of a succubus, are you fucking kidding me? You’d rather live off blood than sex? Not that there’s anything wrong with that! I just know if I had the choice, which way I’d go.” Paul grinned and Ellie smiled sadly at him.
“We age much faster than other supernaturals, even faster than humans I’m afraid. Also as true as it is elsewhere in nature, the males don’t last as long as the females. So yes, I would much rather be a vampire than a succubus. Although dormant, my mother’s genes still reside in me, so technically I get to live off both.”
“What a way to go…”
“I’m sure David would be happy to tell you.” Ellie smiled at David, who was staring ever more intently at the floor. Star felt her jealousy rising once more, and Marko laid a hand on her shoulder to calm her down.
“So if you knew who I was, why did you have your pack attack me?” Star asked angrily.
“I apologise for that. There was a lot of confusion that night.”
“Confusion? Well what about all the nights after that? The ones when your little bloodhounds were chasing me all over town?”
“They weren’t chasing you, my dear, they were trying to protect you.”
“Protect me? From what?”
“From the hunters who kidnapped you, in case they tried to do so again. My pack are trained to attack blood they do not recognise, especially anything with Max’s blood. After the melee, Frank explained to me who you were and what had happened. I realised that as you belonged to David and not to Max, you were family. I sent some of my boys to bring you back to me, only they came back empty handed and I must say, looking a little worse-for-wear.” Star sighed, guiltily.
“I’m sorry, I…I’ve been on the run from pretty much everything in this town, I just figured you were after me too.”
“We were, although, not to kill you. Once I sensed that you weren’t going to be easily persuaded, which is understandable considering what you’ve been through, I asked them to keep an eye on you. I obviously have more to teach them about stealth and subtlety.”
“I think paranoia has just made me more observant.”
“I always warned Max that his indiscretions would be his downfall, however I never thought they would bring this on us! Hunters - and worse experimenters!” She spat. “Bluebell found one of their little…needle things. From what Frank told me, am I to understand that you were their test subject for this abomination?”
Star briefly looked at Marko and sighed before removing her jacket, to show off the damage to her arms, neck and chest. Ellie gasped, covering her mouth with her hand. For the first time, David properly took in her injuries. She was no longer the treacherous bitch that was responsible for their deaths, she was his Star and she was hurt.
“Star…” He murmured, moving towards her and she quickly covered up. He’d memorised each of the marks and began to trace them over the rough fabric of her jacket. He cupped her face and looked into her eyes.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I wasn’t there to protect you.” Her face creased and she wrapped her arms around him, sobbing into his neck. The boys all shifted around uncomfortably apart from Marko who was relieved that David had finally come to his senses.
“I’m sorry I couldn’t save you...” She whispered in his ear.
“I’m here now…” Ellie watched the exchange with interest for a few moments, before she finally spoke up.
“You’re all of you, welcome to stay. It might be safer here. Strength in numbers and all that.” David released himself from Star’s embrace and shook his head.
“I appreciate the offer Ellie, but I’d rather stay in my own territory.”
“I understand. I do ask that you take Bluebell with you, though.”
“Why?” Star shivered at the thought of the werewolf.
“She could be your protection during the day. As far as these hunters know, the boys are still dead, you however my dear, are not and they are searching for you. They know your habitat and it won’t be long before they think to look for you there. Odds are better for them that they come for you in the daytime.”
“Only if they want to kill her.” Dwayne said.
“Who says that they don’t?”
“No, Dwayne, she’s right. It was afternoon when they came for me last time. Michael had to cover me up and I still burned.”
“So, you’ll take her with you?”
“Sure.” David reluctantly agreed.
“Excellent. She should be waiting for you outside.”
“Just one question. Does she…walk around like that often?” Paul asked and Star hit him over the head. Ellie smiled before coming round from behind her desk and giving Star an awkward hug, as if she was afraid she’d break her.
“You’re welcome here any time, my dear. In fact, I’d like you all to come back tomorrow night so we can discuss where we go from here and what is to be done about these hunters.”
“We’ll be here. Let’s go, boys.” David signalled to them and they filed one by one out of the room. He was about to leave himself when Ellie placed a hand on his shoulder.
“Just a quick word, David.” He looked at her and then at Star.
“It’s okay, Star. I’ll be right down.” Star faltered slightly, reluctant to leave them alone now that she knew their history, however she did as she was asked and followed the boys downstairs.
“She’s very beautiful, David. You always did have a thing for the pretty ones.”
“I don’t have a thing…I love her.”
“Evidently.”
“Something you wouldn’t know anything about.”
“Touché.”
“What do you want, Ellie?”
“You didn’t answer my question, David. If you didn’t like what Max was doing and were so eager to get rid of him, why didn’t you come to me? The situation in which we find ourselves could have been avoided if you had.”
“Just because I didn’t want to be part of Max’s idea of family, doesn’t mean I want to be a part of yours either. You just keep that in mind every time you think you can take Star under your wing and get to me through her. I have my own family and none of us are interested in joining yours.” Ellie just smiled.
“I have missed your insolence. Now go, take care of your family. I’ll see you tomorrow.”

“Bluebell? Seriously?”
“It’s kind of a portmanteau of my real name, which is kind of a mouthful; Annabell Azura Atkins - thanks a lot, Mom and Dad! Bluebell’s just easier, I guess. I don’t even really like blue that much.”
“Really?” Marko asked, eyeing her hair and Bluebell nudged him playfully.
“Yeah, really.”
David came out of the steel door behind them looking extremely tired - and he was. He didn’t know what it was about Ellie, maybe the remnants of her succubus genes? Whatever it was, he was always exhausted after being in her company for too long. The fact that he still hadn’t fed tonight was making it worse. His bike was still parked nearby, so he told the boys that he’d meet them on the beach near the stadium. Maybe they’d be lucky and catch some late-night party-goers.
The three boys argued for about ten minutes about who was going to carry Bluebell. Before the argument could turn into a fight, Bluebell rolled her eyes and jumped on Marko’s back, who immediately launched into the air with a big grin on his face. Star sniggered as Paul muttered that she should have chosen him, as he was the tallest. She squeezed his hand in sympathy, before joining David to look for where he had parked his bike.
“You didn’t have to come with me. You could have gone on ahead with the others.”
“I didn’t want to leave you. I’m never letting you out of my sight again.” She smiled at him and he chuckled. “Did you really think me and Marko had…”
“I don’t know what I thought, Star. It just made me angry.”
“You never minded before.”
“That was then.”
“Nothing’s changed, apart from we don’t have Max breathing down our necks.”
“No, now we have the Frogs and Ellie.”
“Did you love her?” David stopped walking and exhaled sharply.
“Just leave it, Star.” He muttered, before continuing at his deliberate pace. Star gulped a little and hesitantly followed.
They found David’s bike and Star got on behind him, where she belonged, however she didn’t feel the elation that she used to. Despite her arms wrapped around him and her head resting gently on his shoulder, there was a planetary distance between them that was growing minute by minute. She was sure it had something to do with Ellie, although she was at a loss as to how she would bring it up without losing the small amount of ground she had gained with David.

Don't tell me
A woman did this to you
Candy lies
Candy lies
Candy lies

You touched my hand
I felt a force
You called it dark
But now I'm not so sure

Just stay awhile
Stay awhile
Stay awhile
Dragon - Tori Amos

Star: I’m still yours…if you want me.

She sent out to him, devastated by the reply.

David: It’s not that simple.

oOo

The beach was still pretty active and figuring they had some time to kill before Star and David caught up to them, the boys decided to head to a nearby beach bar. Marko patted his pockets, took out a few crumpled bills and ordered three beers before turning to Bluebell.
“What can I get you?” He asked her.
“A Coke please.”
“Just Coke?” Paul asked, incredulously.
“Yeah. I don’t really handle alcohol that well and believe me you don’t want to deal with me when I’m drunk.”
Ten minutes later and Bluebell was staggering and swaying all over the place, laughing hysterically at anything and everything.
“What the fuck did you put in that drink, Marko?” Dwayne asked him while he tried to keep Bluebell upright.
“Nothing. Just Coke like she asked for.” Bluebell dissolved into giggles.
“I probably should have mentioned…hic…that I get drunk just as easily from sh-sh-shoda.” She slurred. “I think it’s the sugar.” She whispered harshly into Dwayne’s ear, before collapsing on the sand and bringing Dwayne down with her.
“Oh, uh, hello…I don’t think we’ve been properly introduced…” Bluebell began to giggle again, while Dwayne pulled himself up and brushed the sand from his leather jacket.
“Has anyone ever told you, you have the silkiest hair?” The boys looked on with bewilderment as they watched Bluebell stroke the leaves of one of the decorative potted plants, which were placed around the bar. Marko turned to them.
“So, are we all in agreement that we don’t let her drink anything ever again?”
“I dunno, if she starts getting naked it might be worth it…” Said Paul. The other two rolled their eyes at him and stepped forward to help Bluebell off the ground.
Not long after, David caught up to them, with Star trailing wistfully behind him. Upon seeing the state of the werewolf, he frowned at each of the boys in disbelief.
“Some guard dog she’s going to be in this condition.”
“Hey!” Bluebell shouted, indignantly, pointing in the general direction of the three Davids in front of her. “I am perfectly cap-apable.” David looked at the boys, furiously waiting for an answer.
“Man, don’t look at us. She did this to herself.” Dwayne said in surrender.
“Yeah, on Coke!” Paul laughed, cracking up in spite of the fact that David didn’t find it funny in the slightest.
“She snorted coke?” Star asked.
“No, she drank it.” Said Marko, holding up the empty glass bottle.
“Just fucking great! We’ve got hunters after us packing a lethal serum and we’ve got a werewolf who can’t even handle Coca-Cola!” David growled.
“I stand by everything I said.” Bluebell announced triumphantly. She then faltered slightly and turned to Marko whispering. “What did I say?”
David pinched the bridge of his nose and growled again.
“One of you stay with her. If I don’t eat something right fucking now, I’m going to fucking lose it.”

oOo

Star found herself heading towards her old favourite feeding ground, which was under the Pier. She had wanted to stay with David, however after what he’d said to her and the mood he’d been in when he saw Bluebell, she decided to leave him be for now. The mouthwatering scent of fresh blood was getting stronger as she neared her destination and Star inwardly sighed as she realised she’d been beaten to it. Climbing a sandbank to get a better view, she watched as the killers beneath her, cleaved flesh from bone. Star froze in terror as she realised the victim was a vampire and recognised his attackers as the young Frog brothers.
“Where is it, bloodsucker?” Edgar growled, before hacking off another chunk of flesh from the vampire’s shoulder.
“I ain’t telling you nothing! Do your worst, kid.”
“Alan, tie him up.”
Alan tied the struggling vampire’s hands around one of the wooden pillars holding up the Pier. He then secured a length of rope around the vampire’s neck, so he wouldn’t be able to move his head. Star watched with morbid fascination as Alan took out a familiar looking blade, which glinted wickedly in the moonlight. In one swift motion, he sliced across the vampire’s face, extending the width of his mouth. Star gasped and quickly clamped both hands over her own mouth. The vampire was screaming, every movement making it worse.
Edgar approached the screaming vampire with a pair of pliers and yanked out his upper fangs. While the vampire continued howling, Edgar injected the serum into the roof of his mouth, so it would take longer to heal and for the vampire’s fangs to grow back. The Pier was trembling with the vampire’s violent convulsions and Star was trying to convince herself to run. She had come to the conclusion long ago, that nobody was coming to save her, so if she wanted to get out, she would have to do it herself. Eventually her legs did as they were told and started running as fast as they could back to where she had come from.

“That was quick.” Marko commented, as he saw Star jogging towards them. Bluebell had sobered up enough to sense her distress.
“What’s wrong?” She asked.
“Frogs…” Star panted.
“They found you?”
“No…someone else…”
“Where?” Marko snarled.
“Under the Pier.”
“Right, stay with Bluebell.”
“Where are you going?”
“Where do you think? I’ve got a score to settle with those little runts!”
“You can’t! Marko, please, you didn’t see what they were doing to the vampire that they caught.” Star pleaded.
“I know what they did to you.”
“Marko, she’s right. They're too dangerous for any one super to take down by themselves, especially one who is still healing from his last encounter with them.”
“I appreciate the concern, Bluebell, but this is none of your business. You don’t know what they did to us.”
“No, but I know what they did to my pack. Don’t you think it’s a little odd that I belong a vampire pack? I had a family too before those hunters slaughtered them all. I came back from patrolling to find them hanging their pelts from the wall of our den.”
“I’m so sorry, Bluebell.” Star said, reaching out for her and Bluebell shrugged.
“The only reason I didn’t become one of ‘em is cause I ran.” She hung her head in shame and Star knelt in front of her.
“It’s nothing to be ashamed of Bluebell. I ran too and until we figure out how to deal with them, it’s all we can do.” She admitted, looking pointedly at Marko, who sighed in defeat.
“We should get back to the cave, it’s safer there.”
“As long as they’re out there, Marko, nowhere is safe.”
When David, Dwayne and Paul rejoined them at the cave, David seemed to be in a slightly better mood, which withered and died once Star explained what she had seen under the Pier. As the last remnants of night clung to the sky, the boys solemnly retreated to their collective sleeping chamber and Bluebell set up in Laddie’s old bed. Star, who was still a little nervous around the werewolf, decided she would sleep in David’s room. Before he could disappear with the others, however, she ambushed him.
“David, I need to talk to you—”
“—Star, I’m ti—”
“—and I’m not going to take no for an answer, so please just stay and listen. I don’t know what went on between you and Ellie and I’m not sure I want to. I do know what went on between us, though, and I know that we messed it up somehow - maybe beyond repair. I just want you to know that I’ll understand if you think that we can’t go back to the way things were…but don’t you dare think that I’m just going to give up on you, either. I’m always going to love you and nothing you say or do is going to change that.”
“I wouldn’t be so sure.”
“Everything’s been against us from the start. Something has always been there, making sure that we can’t just be together - my family, Max, Michael and now the Frogs and Ellie, but they’re nothing compared to you. Why are you so determined to make me hate you? What have you done that you think is worth making yourself this…unhappy for?”
David dropped his head and Star stepped towards him, making him look at her.
“What did she do to you to make you think that you don’t deserve to be loved?” David smiled sadly.
“She had a…power over me, mesmerised me. She was just so…perfect. The perfect woman. I wanted her more than I’d ever wanted anything, I was obsessed. I would have done anything for her and she knew it. So I did. I took out prominent members of Max’s pack for her, so she could ascend to wherever she wanted to be and when Ellie got where she wanted, she still wanted more. It wasn’t enough to be Max’s right hand, she had to challenge his leadership. She wanted her own pack, her own followers, so she could make the rules instead of following them. I had no problem with that, I’d go wherever she went, I belonged to her, but Ellie didn’t see it that way. She knew that if she broke off from Max, she’d be killed for treason against her pack. I was her way out.”
Star frowned at him in confusion.
“She left me to take the fall. Figured Max would kill me and save her the bother. Luckily, he saw right through her, something I could never do. I swore that I would never be under anyone’s power like that ever again. I had Max and the boys and they made me happy enough…and then I saw you. You were right, you know. I was going to kill you that night. You reminded me too much of her. Not physically or anything, just the need to possess you. I thought to myself, ‘if I can kill you, then I can kill my obsession with her.’ Yet here you stand, so that went well.”
“When I asked you why you had turned me, you said that you thought I’d be better suited to this life, but that wasn’t the reason was it?”
“No. I continued watching you, after that night. At first I was trying to think of a way to get you alone so I could finish what I started, but then I found myself as mesmerised by you as I had been with her. You intrigued me and I needed to know why. Were you just like her or could you be…”
“Be what?”
“Someone I could learn to trust.”
“And?”
“I haven’t made up my mind just yet.”
“Well, if it helps, I wasn’t the most trusting of people either, but I learnt to trust you. It took me a while, but…”
Star wrapped hers arms around him and breathed him into her dead lungs.
“God, I’ve missed your scent.”
David hesitantly returned the embrace and sighed regretfully into her ear.
“I can’t say what you want me to say, Star. I just can’t…”
“That’s okay, I heard you tell Ellie.” David’s mind raced through his last conversation with Ellie and realised Star was right. He had said it, it had just slipped out.
“I love you, too.” She whispered, kissing him. As he kissed her back, he felt a panic rising within him. Did he truly feel that way about Star, or had it just been a way for him to forget Ellie?

Now it has come to light
The Gods they have slipped up
They forgot about the power
Of a woman's love
Just stay a while
Stay awhile
Stay awhile
Why don't you
Stay awhile
Stay awhile

Cause your wild card Boy needs playing
Don't believe the lie
Your Dragon needs slaying
Won't you lay here with me
And I will bring
Kisses for the beast
Lay here with me
Here with me

Don't tell me
A woman did this to you
Candy lies
Candy lies
Candy lies
Candy lies
Forgive my
Candy lies
Dragon - Tori Amos